YOU MAKE ME DIZZY
hi, im jocelyn, HB CA
im slowly being lost in my crazy psychotic thoughts but i am sane. need anything feel free to message me. ive been through it all.
mooonshit:

this hit so hard 

mooonshit:

this hit so hard 

(via extrasad)

"When I was 14 my mum told me never to fall in love with a boy older than me, naively I asked why. 
Her reply told me that older boys know how to fucking break your heart into a million pieces and not give one fuck. 
While you’re falling for him he’ll know how to worm his way into your heart and then say goodbye. That simple goodbye bursts the fucking seams of your heart until it cracks spilling across the bathroom floor as blood from your limp wrists. 
The phone will ring a couple of hours after he leaves and you’ll willingly answer it knowing in your heart that it will be him but it’s not, it’s a tv sales woman trying to sell you something that you don’t want and don’t need. You hang up as fast as you can because you’ll be scared that she will hear your breathing speed up and you’ll be scared she can hear your heart breaking again. 
When you call him at 3am on Sunday morning with the slurring of your voice from the vodka bottle you’ve diminished and tell him you love him he’ll hang up. You will get the next liquor bottle from the cabinet that’s strong enough to help you forget, this time you drink straight from the bottle laid on the floor of your apartment. The next time you’ll ring it’ll go straight to voicemail, he’s blocked your number, you’ll throw your phone at the wall. 
The week after on the way to the liquor store, you’ll see him, tighly knit with some other girl, younger than yourself. You’ll start running to the store then, buying bottle after bottle until you can’t feel the pain anymore, until you can’t feel your heart breaking, until you don’t miss him anymore. But after 3 bottles of vodka, you should be dead, you shouldn’t even know his name but in fact it’s the only word you can say. 
My mum told me that’s the feeling my dad gave her when he left when I was 5." by Or may be I shouldn’t fall in love at all (via exposedwounds)

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"It’s easier to get free wifi than it is to get free water and people act like nothing is wrong with this world." by (via cool-kids-cant-die)

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blankbabe:

we are the last generation whose baby photos weren’t taken on phones

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hershethings:

Tina!

hershethings:

Tina!

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